It's 5:00 am and i can't fucking sleep!!!

I'm just lying there thinking and that's the last thing i want to be doing right now!!!

The boy is a mess.

I kind of wish i was only saying it to make myself feel better, but he honestly truely is...

Im worried for him and so scared... Obviously because i'm in love with the bloke but also he was one of my best friends!!!

How often do you get that???

I'm worried he's always going to run away from stuff instead of face up to it. If he thinks that by ignoring it, he can be happy he's so wrong...

I'm worried if he doesn't talk to someone he's either going to go crazy or have a breakdown... I wish i were joking.

Acutally i really wish i didn't care... But i do.